It is the first time I'm writing some thing special for my weblog. Today was so diffrent for me. I really felt that God still cares about me and loves me. I really felt it by all my heart. That's why I decided to write. After a usual class a new day started for me and changed every thing. It was so wonderful to see you. I'm sure God cares about us and it was his wish for us. It was like a present for me. Today I had to leave something so important and God wanted to help me in this way although you dont know what it is. He sent you to make me calm and brave to face it. Today and even tonight are so sad for me. I'm goning to miss lots of things that made me remember the best moments of my life. Now im here, alone again, like many years ago when i was born alone.
The only thing im sure about is that God is with me and never ever leave me. I'm looking around to draw every small thing in my mind cause it is the last time.
Today was diffrent and tonight is sad, so sad for me not to have you here in one of the saddest nights of my life.
Just I want you to know that we can go on